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Hello everyone,
My name is Reema Dhere, a student of AMC college in Bangalore. I am here in this blog with you all to share my things and my feelings.
After my class 12th, I have to decide my carrier. I was 17 years old then. I told my dad I want to go to Bangalore for engineering. At first, he said that its too far and so he didn't allow me. But after a few days, he gave me permission to go Bangalore for my higher studies. I was happy.
Still, I remember that day when the train was leaving the platform I saw my dad's face. I don't know what happened to him. His face was so dull. In my whole journey, I was thinking about him.
At last, I reached Bangalore. I went to my cousin sister's home. The next day, I went to my pg and met the pg owner. I kept my bags in someone's room and went to college with my sister.
She asked a lady, "Where are first-year classes?" She instead of replying, asked, "Who is the student?" I said, " I am." I don't know what happened to her, she scolded me very rudely. Then she said, "You are late of 16th days." I said, "Sorry, mam! Sorry, mam!" She said "Its ok! Now go and attend the class."
My classes were over. I had to go back pg. Again there was a problem. I did not know which number bus to get in. So many buses were coming and going but I was standing there. After a few minutes anyhow I took a bus and reached pg. There I saw my room was ready. I called my sister but she didn't pick up. I stayed in someone rooms for a few days. Then finally, I got my room and met my new roommates. My new roommates were my seniors but still, they are till now my favourite ones. I learned so many things from them. They are like my guidelines. After that, I met so many peoples and I learned so many things from each one of them.
My college was going well. Then came my 1st-semester examinations. I completed my exams and I went home for the holidays. Then I came back and joined the college. My 2nd-semester classes started. I don't know that time what happened to me, my health was very down and I faced so many problems. I was very disappointed physically, mentally and emotionally. I wanted to go back home but I had lots of college stress. Then for the first time, I admitted to the hospital. I did not remember anything about what happened to me. When I woke up I found myself in a hospital bed and my all seniors were sitting by me. At that time I just said only one word, "Mummy!" my senior said, " Don't worry! We are here with you." Later, they informed my parents.
After so many days, my 1st-semester result was out. It was not at all good. Then I decide to leave engineering. I was facing so many problems. I used to feel sad. I convinced my dad to go back home and finally, I went back home leaving my 2nd-semester exam.
It was my birthday when I reached home. I almost forgot that because of all this messy situation. I was so tired that on reaching home I straight away went to my bedroom to take rest. Later in the evening, I woke up and went to my cousin's home to meet them. When I returned home, I saw my mom had ordered a cake for me. I don't feel like celebrating my birthday at all because I was upset for so many things, especially for dad. But my mom said, "pls Beta! cut your cake for me. If you cut your cake then I will be happy." I said "Okay mom! Everything will be all right." Then suddenly I was not feeling good. I started crying badly.
My dad came and took me to a hospital. The doctor examined me and said "She is very weak and blood count is less in her body. She is taking too much stress and that is why she is feeling sick every now and then." Now, my mom and dad are worried about me, my health, my studies.
It took me so many days to be in good health. But finally, I was better than before. After that, one day, dad came to me and asked, "What have you decided about your carrier?" He also asked me to not leave the engineering course. He said, "What people will say about you!" After hearing all this I said, "My dad, I don't care what people will say or think about me. I want only your permission, your advice. What you think only matters to me." I then told him that I want to join the BCA course. He gave me the permission and I joined BCA.
I got my dream course and now I love coding and I know what can I do in future!! After my 1st-semester again I went home and I met my relatives. Now, they were having a problem with my course. I just said to them, "When I was doing engineering, you all said that Engineering kar rahe ho, aajkal sabhi ke pass degree hai sab jobless hai. And now when I left engineering then again you all are saying that Why u left engineering and again why you joined BCA? What will you get from this course?" I ignored each one of them and moved forward still knowing that,
jo dekho wahi bolo !
jo kahoge wahi hoga !!
jo chahoge wahi milega !!!
So guys do what you want in your life and don't think about people what they will say or what they will think. It is your life, so it is your choice how to live it.
People come by and go, that is what we call life!!
~ Reema Dhere
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